Missing you my dear since a few months;
the hectic work schedules, short weekends, city traffics,
metro pollution, oily and foily food,
tatkal issues, long bus journeys,
hot climate… oops, to be exact, the baking climate!
and the list goes on non-stop like the
Sankar Mahadevan song breatheless…
Missing you my dear since a few months,
Your memories make me feel to come and meet you,
But, in order to gain something, we need to sacrifice something..
And I sacrificed you…..
I know that I am Ambitious, but
it does not make me unique,
for you… my life would be fantastic here,
A Metro city with a 5 digit monthly salary, and full of Shopping malls,
Weekend outing with friends, colleagues,
going to theatres, and visiting the ever beautiful Marina….
But, my life is like the fox, who keeps looking at those sour grapes…
And only I can feel the pain inside me!
Come on, stop blaming me saying that
I am not the only Indian who is working away from home…
Almost everyone does, but some things make you feel
that big empty space being created….
I really miss you since the last few months…
the calmness and completeness that I feel with you
cannot be experienced in this metro…
Your beauty has always mesmerized me..
and your sweet memories have always haunted me….
Now I regret for taking that decision…
But tell me, Am I really ambitious?
I know that everyone has their own dreams and desires,
It might be even their reason to live
but, in today’s busy world.. the situation demands us to keep moving
along the waves, not to get crushed in life..
But, let me have your opinion…
Am I really ambitious?
Did I hurt you personally, because i left you?
Why are you not opening up? It is now your turn to reply…
Ok, let your anger remain constant,
But, I promise that I will return to you
I am not sure when,
but please keep aside that 5.11 feet place secure for me as
I would like to have my last sleep in your arms…
Oh My Village, I really miss you since the last few months…
I really miss the greenery and the
scenic beauty that I always admired of,
and that which has always been an inspiration for me..
Miss you my hometown, Palakkad!